HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY TO TWO OLD FOLKS, JOANNE and JOEL CHUA!
oh man~ see so many people 18 years old le. )= yi hui, this two, van, jia wen, Jermaine.. omg! so many people.. but never mind.. I'M STILL YOUNG!
oh.. i my aaron is coming out soon is zjyj.. so happy. but don't feel like watching le.. cos very complicated, and now is prelims. hais, today de paper 1 is flung de. i don't know what to write for section one is all craps. feel something very irritating, hais. don't know lah, what ever.. tomorrow is mother tongue, not sure i will get good results. hais, really don't feel like taking o levels. it's seems too fast for me. if can return to the past, i would chose to go NA. so i can go better school de and more time to prepare. feel like crying man! hais, like very stress. can't get into bed till 2+ then can. and like keep forgetting things. i don't feel that i'm giving myself stress, but i don't know why. is not i scare that i fail my o levels, i'm afraid that i will disappoint my aunt. disappoint people who put high hopes in me.
or maybe i'm suffering from depression?
who can accompany me to the sea for some sea breeze? i want to scream till i feel better. i really want to go.
