my head is spinning like hell after sitting my father's friend car..
can't actually walk properly.. feel like wanting to puke.. but i have no more sour plums at home.. gosh.. i shall see later i go down and buy.. try to sleep but too pain.. so came online.. but doesn't seems to work.. baby is sick, running fever.. i'm having headache? brother haing flu.. sister having stomach ache.. whole family soon all get sick.. my mother is shouting which make me worst.. i wonder could she just shut up for one day? scream here and there all about phone bills.. fucking noisy can.. everytime get home to have rest she will complain.. what she wants man.. if getting home is to hear her shout i rather go jump off the building.. i want to get her clear one day that..
HOME IS A PLACE FOR US TO REST.. LIKE WHEN WE ARE TIRED, STRESS OR ANGRY.. HOME IS STILL THE BEST TO REST.. BUT IF IT IS A NOISY HOME, A FUCKING HOME.. I WON'T WANT TO GET BACK.. EVERYTIME ASK ME GO AND DIE.. SINCE YOU WANT.. I WILL DIE FOR YOU TO SEE.. EVERYTIME USE THE SAME OLD WORDS YOU NOT SICK OF IT.. I'M SICK OF IT.. SAY YOU DO HOUSE WORK SO TIRING.. I ASK YOU WHEN I NEVER HELP YOU BEFORE.. IS YOUR BLOODY SON WHICH DON'T HELP YOU LAH.. ASK HIM DO LITTLE THINGS YOU WILL HEART PAIN.. EVER THINK OF ME MA? I KNOW THAT WHAT EVER GOOD THINGS YOU ALL GIVE ME.. BUT YOU EVER ASK FOR WHAT I REALLY ONE? I REALLY WANT A HOME WHERE I CAN REST PROPERLY AND JUST PEACE.. IF YOU CAN GIVE ME THAT, I'M WILLING TO GIVE UP ALL MY THINGS.. JUST TO EXCHANGE FOR THAT.. A HOME WITH PEACE..
i don't mind telling you all that from young till now.. EVERYDAY i will be hearing UNPLEASANT words coming out from their mouth.. AND i had enough of it.. and from secondary one till three all the words come out from my mouth almost every second.. but now i don't speak much.. cos i find it boring.. but still my parents says.. and i can tell you from pri till around sec 1 they have been hitting me which cause me to be not afraid of pain anymore.. so even if i get slash now.. i think it would only hurts for a while and then it will turn numb.. so i guess same as my heart? and i would never forget the day my father slap me.. it is the first time he hit onto me.. on that day i swear that i will used up all his money to help me get into sucess. and throw back a pile of money and never appear in front of him again.. say me heartless. cos i already turn into one.. as for my mum.. i will bear all her things.. and if one day i could not stand.. i will jump of the building.. people says it will be pain.. but i mention up there.. i'm not afraid of pain anymore.. it will hurt a while and turn numb..
oh well well.. let's stop.. and talk about 孫德榮.. bloody mouth of yours say about Fahrenheit 飛輪海 that 3 is 充氣娃娃 and one should not be in.. then what about 183 club? 林明道 and 王紹偉 is the one helping lout in the group so i can say that this two is 充氣娃娃 and the 3 of them should not be in? haha.. and now your dear jacky is out.. hello.. uncle.. you can't even control your own company de band.. you don't have the right to say other company's band.. then what about your 5566? seems no news le.. and your 7 flowers leis? if you continue with that mouth of yours.. i can say that your company won't last long.. so please wake up from your money dream..
