Thursday, April 12, 2007
I'M STRESSED TO A DANGEROUS SITUATION!!!that's what i found out today in the stress management course.i get 16 out of 20 yes. great man. i will get mad one day. wonderful course i have. and i found out that today when i need someone. that someone is not there for me. maybe it's true that you won't everytime have someone to be there for you de. and actually they can't ALWAYS be there for you lah. went to mr cai's blog and see. he deleted the message i leave for him. wa gosh. i think he never forgive me. feel like crying again like what i did in his atuo sect. my gosh. why am i so stupid. i'm freak can (but at least better than that dog). everytime always like this. but seriously i did dissapoint him ba. i guess i will have to say sorry for the rest of my life. in the letter i said sorry, in the booklet i gave him i said sorry, in the secret leeter i gave him i said sorry, in his blog i said sorry. so many sorry(s). i really feel that mr cai's is the one whom i say so many times sorry to him. i think his heart break le ba and he give up on seeing me as a fan of him. but i'm being a truthful person to tell him that i'm not his fan, only like his song and pei my friend to go there. aiyah what ever. conclusion for me to him is that, i make his heart break and i shall regret forever in the rest of my life.hais. i went for literature lessons for the second time. it's is fun lor. ha ha. the unseen is about a maid call, ROBERT. haha. i have one too~ made in taiwan. lols. dot dot.. it's about all the same. ha ha. i treat this maid very good too the same as the unseen. and treat him like a friend by calling his first name. lols!!! he is married and has 6 kids which is not true for this. 6 kid ar. ROBERT!! 6 KIDS WOR. ha ha. i will let you see the unseen when shimin print for me. ohh. must remember her hor. the girl and then.....anyway, happy stressing for me.
Written by; CRYSTAL
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