today chinese intensive programme was.. hmm not bad ar. the china teacher was like funny. he make us laugh and after he went to the other class beside us, we can hear the laughter of that class too. his joke was, mdm tan 說你們只要copy la那個題目就是你們的第一段. wonder why he add in the la at the back. but the way he talk is funny. tomorrow still have. omg i want to die. hope this thing hurry come to an end. aha.
yesterday, i was quite shock to see the news that ya lun's best friend met a car accident and passed away. i found myself useless as i did not go to his blog for at least a month or more and when i went to his blog yesterday, i was shocked by all this. out of a sudden, his best friend. actually i can't do anything to help him as i can't let his best friend come alive again. i can only tell him that:
人生有生老病死
有生必有死
有聚必有散
想通了只是一個循環
生 沒有甚麼值得開心
死 沒有甚麼值得悲哀的
is not that i say his friend die like no big deal. but this is quite true. everyday got people passed away and newborn babies.
then i told him that:
我不是想要說你的好朋友死,沒有甚麼大不了.
而是人死了,我們不能做甚麼.
只有在一旁祝福他(她)們安心的上天堂,
讓美好的回憶保留在心裡某一個角落.
不在傷心難過,這樣他(她)們能安心的走.
就想我把瑋倫保留在心裡某一個角落,好好的繼續過我的生活.
我朋友也說這些是命中注定的.我們不能怎樣,只好跟著命運走.
that's it, it is a matter of time for him to settle. just like me, i take time too. maybe slowly ba.