CRYSTAL'S blog..

Wednesday, May 16, 2007

okays. i not trying to say that i'm the victim and i know i'm not.
just that you people don't understand what's the situation. therefore i'm here to explain. ha ha. are trying to agitate me? oh come on, i'm not the past me who gets freak out by little things. people wanting me to be death, people wanting me to be angry, oh man i will not. i look things towards the positive side. the more you say, the more the happier i am. cos you finally speak up the truth. i have been waiting and wanting for this day seriously, i want friends who can speaks the truth about me so stop yaking at my back, stabbing at my back. i tell you, my heart is getting blacker each day facing you people and my eyes are getting dry each day. but at other place my heart is working perfectly fine. maybe facing you people i have no feelings anymore. then let's just end. cos it's won't be good for each other man.
i have grown up to see you people clearer than before. but my growing up is not too late. although i got somethings which kept behind you people and wanting to tell you earlier, i shall keep it forever in me ba.. till the day i die.
while, shall not say bye anymore. just leave, closing the window of this blog.

Written by; CRYSTAL
2:16 PM;

i'm dying of my mid year results seriously..
i was wrong to study maths yesterday, cos my english is much more lousy than my maths. omg!! what can i do man.. so many things to buck up.. seriously can time stop at this moment not? but lucky my chinese results give me hope and the poly trip to SP. wow.. so cool.. but only 14 of us going. hope it's not too late to pass up the form to teacher man. we 14 people really hope to go and take a look. hmm. we choose the date to be on 29th may 2007 as it's after our mother tongue 'o' and thew afternoon shift. when i see the time. who wants to get up early in the morning man. see the talk starts at 8.30. then we need 45 mins to travel. therefore we must at least wake up at 6.45pm to get to prepare man. ha ha. afternoon is better. hmm the course are split up to a, b, c, d, e, f, g and h i guess. but mostly we chose a and e. sounds like accident and emergency. wtp~ lols! cos a has accounting, tourism that's what i remember and e has music and audio and i forget... ha ha. i hope the attire there is not school u man. i will faint can.. our sch u sucks man, although it's green in colour.. but not the green i like..
oh my. hope the trip hurry come and mr ho hurry give us an answer. not we are killing him. cos WE WANT GO TO SP TO TAKE A LOOK MAN!!
i feel like sleeping right now.. but i can't. was listening to S.H.E de wu yue tian almost half of the day.. ha ha. Hebe's voice is great. ha ha.
oh my.. the mv was sweet. how i wish it is true in real life. lols! opps. later a xin fans come killing me.. (=

anyway, my blood is losing man.. the mosquito keep sucking my blood off. i'm not scare of having dengue fever. while i'm much more scare of having blood cancer.cos i have bruised which have okay for a long long time. makes me worry seriously, but i think it will be ok soon. don't think so much. i have to stay +ve always. like what 'mo ren' says. haha.

i am super hungry now~ but nothing for me to eat. haha.
i don't dare to drink finish all the yakult i have in my fridge.
can't believe that my mum bought so many. about 5 packs yah. one pack has 5 bottles. so 5packs x 5bottles = 25 bottles. oh my.. i actually take 3 bottles yesterday.. opps too much of it. today i can't drink anymore.. have to control of taking cold drinks. oh my who can help me~~~ i want to eat... i want to drink... argh~~

Written by; CRYSTAL
1:48 PM;